Learn how to accept..

Its been a week ago since the last time i talk to douglas, and after i let him know whats bothering here inside of me... and its all done with a good conversation i am happy he accept it and so am i what we settle down.. its hurt me when i knew he treat me as a Friend only coz from the start he knew how much i love him.

but the good things in that we ends up as a friend and that is good...
atleast even just for friendship we have i can still communicate him and most especialy he can still see and feel my care's for him...

So far then till now we ddnt chatt yet and ddnt hear from him yet.. quit bit worried but i know his alright and busy i think...

And now 2010 is almost done~~ i just wish in this 2011 i can find the right guy for me so i can settle down...and have a happy family's...

Christmas Eve

Christmas eve simple but nice, for 3 years me and my bestfriend angie ddn't have time to spent together on Christmas eve but this time we made it. so its wonderful, we exchange gifts and we have very nice foods on our noche buena its great!

We ddn't plan for that its just happen that both of us have vacants time....

I love my bestfriend very much!!!! she's there with me in my up and down life she never let me down ever!!! so am with her... we will be forever holding each other what ever happen....

Thats what friends are for....

New year resolution...

''Lord i wish even just one of my wish to you will be grant i know and believe that one day it will     be if its your will...

• I wish my work will be more good so i can support my Family and Nichole for all she need in life and more blessing this years.
• Wish to Have a good health,protection,guidance and more strength to past all the struggle and trials in life.
• To be with my daughter and parents living together so we can spent time together taking good care of are little angel Nichole.
• I wish for Nichole good health,wisdom,guidance and protection and strength while shes growing up...
• I wish that Douglas will love me the way i do, lord you know that i love him so much.. i want to be with him for all the rest of my life together with my daughter Nichole. 
• I wish that my Family's will have a good health,guidance,protection and strength to past all the trials and struggle in life and long long life!!!!!!
•  I wish peace on earth! no more fighting no corrupt and i wish that government will be fair for everything....
•  I wish my best friend  Angelyn will fine and see the right guy for her and more blessing to her and her family's.
•  I wish for the World's will have more P E A C E to each and everyone of US....

•   I wish that i will be more patient and more sweet and nice to everyone's around me and my life...

                            ....MERRY CHRISTMAS AND @ HAPPY NEW YEAR'S....
                                         - - - -HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS- - - - - -

my Love my Life my Family's

                                                             ''I LOVE YOU ALL''

My lovely daughter.

                                                                '' I LOVE YOU BABY''

Douglas and Nichole Kate

                                                   the very important person in my life!!!!

We are the best of friend ever!

                       this girl has been a part of my life... shes the best friend all over the world...
                       i am glad and so thankful god gave me her to me... i love my best friend very much!