New year resolution...

''Lord i wish even just one of my wish to you will be grant i know and believe that one day it will     be if its your will...

• I wish my work will be more good so i can support my Family and Nichole for all she need in life and more blessing this years.
• Wish to Have a good health,protection,guidance and more strength to past all the struggle and trials in life.
• To be with my daughter and parents living together so we can spent time together taking good care of are little angel Nichole.
• I wish for Nichole good health,wisdom,guidance and protection and strength while shes growing up...
• I wish that Douglas will love me the way i do, lord you know that i love him so much.. i want to be with him for all the rest of my life together with my daughter Nichole. 
• I wish that my Family's will have a good health,guidance,protection and strength to past all the trials and struggle in life and long long life!!!!!!
•  I wish peace on earth! no more fighting no corrupt and i wish that government will be fair for everything....
•  I wish my best friend  Angelyn will fine and see the right guy for her and more blessing to her and her family's.
•  I wish for the World's will have more P E A C E to each and everyone of US....

•   I wish that i will be more patient and more sweet and nice to everyone's around me and my life...

                            ....MERRY CHRISTMAS AND @ HAPPY NEW YEAR'S....
                                         - - - -HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS- - - - - -

my Love my Life my Family's

                                                             ''I LOVE YOU ALL''

My lovely daughter.

                                                                '' I LOVE YOU BABY''

Douglas and Nichole Kate

                                                   the very important person in my life!!!!

We are the best of friend ever!

                       this girl has been a part of my life... shes the best friend all over the world...
                       i am glad and so thankful god gave me her to me... i love my best friend very much!

Moving on!

Moving on its the hardest and painful decision to do in life but how can i move on if i am still stuck with him for all my life... sometimes i ask this question, until when i will be like this like hoping he will love me the way i do.? because i know he would not, and that hurt me a lot knowing he would never be mine, that is my new years resolution this coming year, if this coming year and if its still the same i will give up on him anymore. i pray that god will guide me and help me to MOVE On...

To my dearly doug

I am so happy opposite for my last post this morning... at last Doug talk to me and explain to me everything what really happen the other night and he understand me because i am drunk that time so damn drunk... Doug is my dream boy i would not give up unless he will have girlfriend already then settle down that the time i will give up. but till now he is single and no committed to anyone i wont stop carrying and loving him that the way how much i love him...