Nichole first Cake...

                                                  On her beautiful dress that ninang angie gave.

                                           nichole and her mama lola

                                           me and my lovely daughter

                                          nichole dedication party...

                                          

nichole with her lolo and lola

                                               mama lola and papa lolo love nichole very much!!!

nichole on playing mode

Nichole room..

                                        her teddy bear and toys and her favorite hot dog pillow..

                                            this is where she play and beside is her bed...

                                          the big pink bear gave her uncle don don on X-mas..

me and my lovely daughter

I went home on new years eve to spent with my lovely daughter and my parents... it was so great ever new years that was happen to my life! that was a first new year in my life that having already a baby.. she so sweet, smart, and a lovely daughter... i remember went she first saw me in the airport she just look at me in a minute its like shes trying to think who am i... but i feel she knew who am i in her life..
That time i feel all mom when they get far from their child for long time, its painful but all mom doing it for their children good.... my daughter who gives me strength for everyday living especially went theirs a lot of trials and problems comes in our life...only my daughter!!!! shes my LIFE!!!

Learn how to accept..

Its been a week ago since the last time i talk to douglas, and after i let him know whats bothering here inside of me... and its all done with a good conversation i am happy he accept it and so am i what we settle down.. its hurt me when i knew he treat me as a Friend only coz from the start he knew how much i love him.

but the good things in that we ends up as a friend and that is good...
atleast even just for friendship we have i can still communicate him and most especialy he can still see and feel my care's for him...

So far then till now we ddnt chatt yet and ddnt hear from him yet.. quit bit worried but i know his alright and busy i think...

And now 2010 is almost done~~ i just wish in this 2011 i can find the right guy for me so i can settle down...and have a happy family's...

Christmas Eve

Christmas eve simple but nice, for 3 years me and my bestfriend angie ddn't have time to spent together on Christmas eve but this time we made it. so its wonderful, we exchange gifts and we have very nice foods on our noche buena its great!

We ddn't plan for that its just happen that both of us have vacants time....

I love my bestfriend very much!!!! she's there with me in my up and down life she never let me down ever!!! so am with her... we will be forever holding each other what ever happen....

Thats what friends are for....